I’m happy that over winter break I gained some weight, I feel like I still look good but my boobs and hips/butt came back :D And I became tan. It’s been so long since I’ve danced, three weeks now! I’m hella excited dude. And we got a huge raise while I was gone. Awwww yeeeeah $$$$$$

I love how I do almost nothing and make hella money with both of my jobs. I’m so happy. I make just as much from gogoing and my chiropractic job (3-4 days a week total) as I did while serving busy long night shifts 4-5- days a week, and my back is getting fixed instead of broken more on the job.

Things are looking good. I even think my relationship with Dan might actually work out. I’ve already started seeing a huge change in him that’s different from all the times before, and it’s made me a lot happier this past day. I think I’m ready for whatever life has to throw my way :)

Those bitches at the party really made me sad not because of what they were doing and saying, but just the fact that a person could want to be so mean to me when I don’t even know them and am just trying to be nice to them at first. Why do people have to be that way? It’s all very disheartening. 

But in the end it doesn’t matter because they are just miserable people forcing themselves to lead a miserable life full of conflict and alienation from people, and they mean nothing to me. This was a reassurance that not drinking hard liquor anymore was definitely a wise decision, because none of those people who were being so mean to me could probably even remember me the next day.

Sorry if you read this, lol. Not to many people follow me so I wasn’t concerned about making a really personal post, and put on the tag to not read it. Your fault! Hehehehe